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February 13th, 2007
07:23 am
i dont actually feel like posting my thoughts and rants here. some how it makes me feel like a wuss for some reason. but then again you want people to know and share how you feel... maybe thats why people make online journals ... hmm wait you keep jornals to yourselfs this is more like a common place, a hub of thoughts i should say. A place where people want to express there feelings and mind set of things when usually they cant in front of others in person. guess that is why people blog i think.
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07:22 am
new dish i have created to post. lol
its something i do when i m stress ... i make good looking food... nice way of reliving stress hur?
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November 1st, 2006
08:48 am
i want to disappear
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April 20th, 2006
01:09 am - FREEDOM TOAST
hahah this the the Freedom Toast (egg on toast) i was talking about. this toast is featured in the V for Vedetta Movie quite a couple of time. well for this shoot isnt like usuall food shot as i cant resist to take a bit off it if it were to come of the pan, so from the past 3 failures i took a shoot of it before it comes off the pan XD !!!. you guy should try it. simple, deviliously and freedom tasting hahhahahaha
V FOR VENDETTA!
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March 27th, 2006
12:10 am
hmm feel like making an pictorial blog... well should start soon
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March 3rd, 2006
11:27 pm - Fried Rice~~
hmm hehehehe since i dont get to cook much (kitchen = moms privated area)
i decide to treat my self to a japanese style fried rice ^^ .
btw yesh i eat a lot
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February 18th, 2006
12:02 pm - waking up
awaking to the light of the afternoon sun
i woke up sitting on the side of my bed
staring out of the window in front of me
i wondered what i should do today...
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February 17th, 2006
02:48 am
Artist: P.O.D. Lyrics
Song: GoodBye For Now Lyrics
I can still see the light
at the end of the tunnel shine
through the dark times
even when I lose my mind
But it feels like no one
in the world is listening
and I can't ever seem
to make the right decisions
I walk around in the same haze
I'm still caught in my same ways
I'm losing time in these strange days
but somehow I always know
the right things to say
I don't know what time it is
or whose the one to blame for this
Do what I believe what I can't see
And how do you know
which way the wind blows
Cause I can feel it all around
I'm lost between the sound
And just when I think
I know, there she goes
{Chorus}
Goodbye for now
Goodbye for now
So long
Goodbye for now (I'm not the type to say I told you so)
Goodbye for now
So long (I think the hardest part of holding on is lettin go)
When will we sing
A new song
A new song
We're still smilin as the day goes by
and how come nobody
ever knows the reasons why
Burry you deep so far
you can't see
If you're like me
who wears a broken
heart on your sleeve
Pains is troubles that
you know so well
Either time don't
It can't or you just won't tell
I'm not the type to say
I told you so
I think the hardest part
of holding on is lettin it go
I don't know what time it is
or whose the one to blaim for this
Do what I believe what I can't see
And how do you know
which way the wind blows
Cause I can feel it all around
I'm lost between the sound
And just when I think I know
there she goes
Goodbye for now
Goodbye for now
So long
Goodbye for now (I'm no the type to say I told you so)
Goodbye for now
So long (I think the hardest part of holdin on is lettin it go)
(Repeat)
When will we sing
A new song
A new song
And you can sing until
theres no song left (song left)
And I can scream until
the world goes deaf (goes deaf)
For every other word
left unsaid you should
have took the time to
read the sign and
see what it meant
In some ways everybody
feels alone so if the
burden is mine then
I can carry my own
If joy really comes
in the morning time
then I'm gunna sit back
and wait until the
next sun rise
Goodbye for now
Goodbye for now
So long
Goodbye for now (I'm no the type to say I told you so)
Goodbye for now
So long(I think the hardest part of holdin on is lettin it go)
(Repeat 2x)
When will we sing
A new song
A new song
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February 10th, 2006
12:43 pm
Way To Fall - StarSailor
Son
You've got a way to fall
They'll tell you where to go
But they won't know
Son
You'd better take it all
They'll tell you what they know
But they won't show
Oh
I've got something in my throat
I need to be alone
While I suffer
Son
You've got a way to kill
They're picking on you still
But they don't know
Son
You'd better wait to shine
They'll tell you what is yours
But they'll take mine
Oh
I've got something in my throat
I need to be alone
While I suffer
Oh
There's a hole inside my boat
And I need stay afloat
For the summer
Long
Oh
I've got something in my throat
I need to be alone
While I suffer
Oh
There's a hole inside my boat
And I need stay afloat
For the summer
Son
You've got to wait to fall
They'll tell you where to go
But they won't know
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December 18th, 2005
03:16 am - weird feeling...
have you ever felt the demon in you? maybe yes maybe no... but have you felt that it ate "something" else and grew?.... thats freaky...
*note to self never go to an hunted location again*
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October 15th, 2005
11:55 pm - PSP!!!
YESH!!! I DONT HAVE TO EVNY MY SIS ANYMORE!!!
(btw got it at 10 oct ^^;; too busy to post then)
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11:44 pm - another long period...
^^;; somehow i just forget to write new enteries for my jl.. again... lol
well been too busy lately. props, school and family but at least this time is good things
well as for props i think i m geeting abit to famous ... not braging but i m reciving 20+ orders.. X.x which is very hard to handle due to the coming exams... so seems like i will have to eat away my holidays for for prop making. well this also promt me that its time that i should start setup a team of people to help me in my props.. well that will be next years plan anyway.
ah school and CCAs are draving me nuts so much to study yet so little time and i have to bare with that fagoty B**** A** coach for my archery... well its fun until he shows up everytime.. well at least i know i will be getting good results for my exams this time round.
ah well my uncle came about 28 sep to singapore for an heart operation which is kinda very very life treatening.. well how do i put it... things got very messing as he family need alot of money.... then yeah problem with other family that kinda doesn't want to give the money to help..too complicated to write down.. so now he is okay and living thanks to the support that the others finally give.
another long story short for my journal lol
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September 14th, 2005
11:59 pm - busy busy busy
okay i might be posting less form now on X.x abit too busy with props... over 20 items now i think argh X.x
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11:57 pm - my dream weaver !!!
hey check it out ^^! my friend jonny gave this to me. its really a neat gift coming all the way form the country of origin 0.o! lol
well i really love wolves. well its 1 of my persona any way XD. well Thanks to jonny again for this great gift! no more nightmares!
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August 29th, 2005
12:47 am - subject: inner demons
hmm its strange. when ever i picture my self in the fight or when playing 1st person shooting game, i get this adrenaline rush, or more like a blood lust. i tend to kill everyone in the enemy's team in quite a brutal way.... seems more like a massacre thou its still in control that i dont kill the hostages... maybe all this while what i feeling might be wrong... the demon isnt in me but instead i m it.... a war demon.... ah what the heck *spouting nonsense lol*
well back on track. now i really need to start making props faster... alot of orders are coming it and i hope i can keep up with it. yosh! need to work harder tml!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/classic/smile.gif) calm
Current Music: Asian Kung-Fu Generation - 24ji
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August 26th, 2005
01:00 am
ah well, times like this at night when i start to get lonely... i start to think of nonsense... i feel left out by my friends... then i think about my problems like if i m too ego or arrogant ... well constantly trying find faults in my self. guess it got to do with the point that i keep wanting to be a better person as a brother , a son , a friend, and a human being. hahaha its quite funny that i keep putting stress on myself. ah! there is so much i wanna let out to the world but thats ... not me. i keep things to myself ..... i feel empty
Current Mood: empty
Current Music: Asian Kung-Fu Generation - No Name
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August 12th, 2005
11:21 pm - ah busy busy busy.
a quick entry today. well did get sleepy much last night but i can still make for the day ^^;; , amazingly i can still pass my test without much study lol. archery was fun today learned alot of new technic and i proved on the basic. well got to go sleep now ... need to wake at 5am X.x. wish i can ride a bike ...... T-T i want a bike!!!!!
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August 10th, 2005
10:37 pm - argh my first stupit bee sting.
X.x crap it hurt like shit. well today is my first time being sting by a bee ... a dead bee lol . well my dad kill it but he left it on the floor, and just happened i stepped on it X.x. crap its very annoying , itchy and it hurts like hell.....
Current Mood: annoyed
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August 5th, 2005
09:18 pm - Archery
ah intensive training for archery is going to begin tml XD.well i m partly happy and partly worried. main reason i m scared that it will suck up my time for prop making. well i think is should be worth it as there is alot of good out come to it, like better grades , physic and stuff. okay need to go to bed by 11pm.... waking at 5am tml hahhahahah *went nuts*
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August 1st, 2005
10:57 pm - weeee~ i wll still be a civilian till 2007
hahhaha just defered few days ago from NS as i n still studying... well thats prat of the reason. 2nd part is that i m posted to the combat engineer section... which is hellishly a tought life lol.
well i m sick today hope i get well .... X.x
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